Words are beyond my ability to express the pain I feel but I hope that you can see us and look over us.
I keep trying to ring you like I always used to so you can tell me the latest gossip and moan about the heat, the weather, the car who played with dead mice in your garden... But you are not at the end if the phone anymore :(
I hope one day I will be able to find peace with myself and be happy again and I hope you found peace where you are.
I love you forever.Rest in peace my beautiful Mum xxx